I have come to make the most amazing friends in blog land! It really is a blessing to have this venue to meet like minded hearts with a passion for the Lord and Art. I have been touched by so many. I do have a confession to make though...for a time I began feeling "bad" because I was not getting as many comments per post as I had in the past. I thought "Oh No, people are getting tired of me and my art!" I truly went through that struggle for a short while. I talked to other blogging buddies and they put me back on track about this one...I began to feel better...I accepted that I may not get all the comments I want, but not to despair, I do have a great deal of people who love me and follow my blog. They may not leave comments all the time, but they are there. I felt better, I was getting back on track...
And then it happened!
My first bout with an "online racial comment."
I thought..."Oh No!!"
I was shocked at first and then I thought...
"wow, I'm so sorry that someone feels this way about me, or anyone."
I found myself pulling away from my blog....Hurt, Confused...Saddened.
Reflection was eminent for me...And this is what I thought...I don't see "race" just "hearts." "And it's a shame that there are "some" that can't see past "color lines."
So many beautiful hearts that I have met across this platform, all over the world now. I love you guys, and so race, color, creed...who cares...HEARTS are what matter to me!
Well even with all that said, I was unsure of which way to go.
I was "wounded."
Continue blogging or not... ?
I knew my art would continue..(smiles) but blogging? What should I do?
Then this happened...
I remembered how not too long ago...
And I would have been superbly blessed by this scrumptious fabric gift alone...
but she didn't stop there....
She sends me love, and encouragement through our emails regularly, and our friendship has blossomed like the most precious flower...like a priceless gem...
And that's when I knew...
Then this happened...
A few days ago...
She wanted to send me her book for mine.
I thought how wonderfully sweet and yes let's swap!
Written in Dutch, this is the most beautiful book that I will treasure with all my heart!
And I would have been completely filled with joy by this beloved book alone...
but she didn't stop there...in addition to this beautifully illustrated book, Marijke also sent me a beautiful note, lace, tags and postcards...and that's when I knew...
And Then this happened...
Today...
I received a care package in the mail from an online "new" visitor.
She had visited another blog which was doing a write up on me and my book. She visited my blog to see for herself. She emailed me shortly after visiting and introduced herself in the email. She said my art was beautiful and that she felt compelled to bless me. She had some fabrics and old jewelry she thought I could use. She said "God wants us to be a blessing to others..."
I was excited and thought how beautiful of you to just meet me in this way and want to bless me. You know, she doesn't even have a blog of her own. She was just surfing and visiting "beautiful blogs," she told me.
Long story short, this package came...and the fabrics were gorgeous as were the lace and dollies. And I would have been totally satisfied with these fabulous pieces alone, gracious in my heart you know?
but she didn't stop there and that's when I knew...
Sandra included in her care package a beautifully framed piece of art that read "Walk by Faith." She also included an Angel pendant that read "And He shall give His Angel's charge over thee." In addition to these beautiful gifts, she included ribbon labels of inspiration; Hope, Faith, Spirit, Miracle, Gratitude and Blessed.
Now, I would have been completely satisfied with these precious gifts, humbled in my heart you know?
but she didn't stop there and that's when I knew...
Sandra wrote me a handwritten letter in blue ink.
And without revealing all of it's content's...
It said these words...
"Thanks for letting me share my blessings with you...."
"God has truly blessed you with a great talent, keep using it for His Glory...."
and if that wasn't beautiful enough...
She concluded with...
"Blessings to you Sweet Girl."
"Keep the Faith; God is watching over You."
"Love Sandra..."
And then I knew...
xoxo
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